Eu psicotico parte IV ( in english)

I don't know.. I just want to be thin. I Just want to feel light, i just want to be able to sit on everyones lap and don't feel heavy. I want to dress something and don't look at me and see some part of my body that I don't like to see. I want to have a thin face, I want to have my hands touch when I put them around my waist. I want to see that my legs are far away of touching them selves. I want to not have many chest. just a little bit... I want to see my bones. Not in the scary way, bur see them, feel them, look at them. I want to dress some legins or some jeans and feel that are nothing going to be out of them. i want to bi hug and feel that some one are able to around me easily. I want to dress something and put some high hills and feel like Im big and enough to whatever happens on my life.   

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7 de Abril:

210 calorias no total

8 de Abril:

250 calorias no total